I entered this year gearing up for a book-writing effort similar to my previous ones — something I know how to do. But my “soul calling” has not allowed me to do that. Instead it has called in severe health issues: first a 6-week bout of fatigue that was nearly incapacitating at times, and then, after two weeks of health, a three-week-long dental ordeal that has turned me inside-out.
~Charles Eisenstein, public speaker, self-described “degrowth activist” and author, http://charleseisenstein.net
I find it fascinating to follow Charles Eisenstein. I get regular messages from him because I signed up to support him on Patreon, a site that allows people to give financial support to artists and writers. He has written some amazing books, including Sacred Economics and The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know Is Possible. I am glad to make a small monthly pledge to help him have time to write his next book.
He said in his latest post that he has spent the last few years giving lots of presentations all over the world, writing articles and blogs and following his calling to help activate change. He had planned to take some time off from his work travel to write but life has caused him to shift plans and regroup. Sounds like he was exhausted and needed to pause and do some self-care.
I think most, if not all of us, can relate at least a little to what he is going through. I know so many people who are bumping up against health problems, work challenges, relationship changes and much more.
Actually, what Charles is going through seems less intense than what many other people are experiencing. Yet the winds of change are blowing hard for everyone right now. Charles says we are now living in ‘the space between stories’, where the old story of our culture no longer works, yet the new ways and story have not yet been fully created. He says that his health problems indicated his need to settle into this space between stories, rather than live the old story.
I have bumped into a need for change in my life. I have been working to establish a practice doing Healing Touch treatments, something I love doing. Yet it has been challenging to build my client base. I have had a plan and goals and they haven’t been moving forward the way I had hoped. I recently spent a few days in angst and frustration, not knowing why things weren’t flowing. Then I felt a shift and a knowing that I need to relax and let things unfold, rather than trying so hard to make things happen my way! I can definitely get stuck in the old story! I have reached a point where I can smile and shake my head at how I sometimes get an idea in my head and ignore a lot of wonderful possibilities that are beckoning, if I just trust the universe to direct me. It’s humbling to realize this, yet very freeing.
Blessings and love, Mary
From Gaia, March 22, 2016
Dear ones, my beloved,
You live in very, very potent times! It is hardly surprising that you feel ‘applecart upset’, so to speak!! Humans are creatures of habit, naturally wanting to stay in comfort zones, even if they are uncomfortable and confining.
The earth is vibrating at a new, higher and faster frequency. Take a moment to breathe and feel this in your being.
Everything on earth is attuning to this new frequency and it is not always smooth or easy. Old structures, patterns, emotions and thoughts are being shaken loose. They are in the collective, being transmuted and transformed. Humans are a big part of this but everything in the density of matter is affected-animals, plants, landforms, the weather, everything existing in physical form.
Nature has not lost its connection to the Divine in the way that humans have. So this is a time ripe for people to spend time in nature, accessing the wisdom and love of this realm. Here you can find peacefulness amidst the chaos and storms of this Turning Time.
Miracles surround you, just waiting for you to see them and allow them into your lives. Be very conscious of where you are focusing your attention, for you will create more of whatever that is. So, focus on the gifts and blessings in your lives and more will enter. You will find comfort and help when you are open to receive them. They are near you and within you always.
Do your best to shake off the fear and frustration of what may appear to be a ‘world gone mad’. The real change is your awakening so you can see clearly the injustice and all the things that need to change. You are being assisted in myriad ways so you can create the peace, beauty, love and perfection that your hearts yearn for. In the realm of spirit, fly with the eagle to see the higher perspective and the calm after the chaos. Know that you can find it inside yourself, despite what is happening in the external world.
I love you, my dear ones. I am with you always, as are the angels, archangels, elementals and all of the spirit realm. I am Gaia, your Earth Mother, your friend